rain

rain
the ever so lovely way of seeing God's blessing
the smell of the rain always brings the presence of God with it
it even brings His Grace and mercy
showering down His protection and forgiveness

when all has fail
He seems so distant or invisible
He always answers prayers at His own right time
His love
indescribable

praise Him
for His goodness and mercies are new everyday

为什么

家人大含义是什么?
大事化小，小事化无的道理他明白的吗？
为什么每次都要把事情闹到更糟？
为什么要弄到我越来越讨厌他？

spell hurt??

"It's Over" - Cheetah Girls

Four voices perfectly blending
Right from the start
Oh, I'm afraid that's ending
And my world is fallin' apart

[Galleria:]
IT'S OVER AND I FEEL SO ALONE THIS IS A SADNESS I'VE NEVER KNOWN HOW DID I LET THE SWEETEST OF DREAMS SLIP AWAY AND I'M AFRAID THE HURT IS HERE TO STAY
[Chanel:]
Promises made, not meant to be broken From a long time ago Oh, so many words still unspoken Tell me how was I to know (IT'S OVER)

[CHANEL:]
IT'S OVER NEVER THOUGHT IT WOULD BE WHY IN THE WORLD DID THIS HAPPEN TO ME?

[CHANEL & GALLERIA:]
HOW COULD I LET THE SWEETEST OF DREAMS SLIP AWAY

[CHANEL:]
AND I'M AFRAID THE HURT IS HERE TO STAY

[CHANEL & GALLERIA:]
I go around and round And round in my head Wanting to take back Whatever I said No one was right We all made mistakes I'm ready to do whatever it takes Please, please, please

[CHANEL:]
DON'T LET IT BE...

[ALL CHEETAHS:]
OVER!
NO, THIS IS NOT HOW IT ENDS
I NEED MY SISTERS, MY FAMILY, MY FRIENDS
DON'T WANNA LET THE SWEETEST OF DREAMS SLIP AWAY 'CAUSE IF IT'S OVER THEN THE HURT IS HERE TO STAY DON'T LET IT BE OVER

[GALLERIA:]
PLEASE,

ALL CHEETAHS:]
DON'T LET IT BE OVER

[GALLERIA:]
PLEASE, DON'T LET IT BE OVER

just for fun...

hee...just thought tt it'll be fun to post these photos...hah...

i've been in Kampar for the pass one week...
how timeflies...
i miss jb...
friends...
family...
all the fun and convenience...

i'm glad tt classes are gonna start next week...
food service sounds fun and is gonna be fun...
through all tis...
i thank God for His everlasting love, grace and protection...
i've never been away from home all by myself....

currently my one and only transport is the bicycle...
the college is 20minutes away from where i'm staying...
good exercise...
it's a good thing tt i'm staying so far away from school...
away from all the distractions where most of the students arestudying...
tis time...
i'm determined to study hard and do well...
it's wat i've chosen and where my parents hv placed their savings....

did so many things in one week...
still trying to settledown...
and...
learning not to cry through every little thing...

can'twait for thesemester break...
20th of September 2009...
yeah!

update adi lo...

ok ok...trying to update but really dunno wat to blog about la...



k...ive been working for three monts at SSF already...it's a home deco store beside the nissan workshop opposite Giant Plentong...



wat i've learn there is very interesting...

things to do with one of my favourite thing...handicraft "/

learned quite alot about malay weddings...

erm...did a few things to fulfill those irritating cuctomers' order...

so far no complaints about me...hee...

meet those weird and unreasonable people...



well...currently our job at tt place is to change the price tags...

boring job lo...third time adi and i heard tt they're gonna change agian...hai...



good enough ba...hee...

(This is a very melancholy piece of writing but its far from being negative. Thats because its reality and you cannot deny it. Sometimes, the very solution to all the pain you have is to accept it for what it is and cry over it as long as you wish. Sometimes, you have a right to be sad, to be beautifully sorrowful…..)

Ever known the hurt

the pain of just existing

Its not like physical discomfort

It doesn’t need medicines

It creeps up to you unknowingly

It builds within you slowly

It depresses you all the time

It eats you from within

It doesn’t stop in a few days time

It stretches over years to come

It never leaves you alone for a single moment

It burns you from the inside

Eventually the tears die

And emotions lessen

What remains is a void

An empty space with no meaning

Just a useless existence

The heart is vulnerable

It falters at every step

It loses much more than it achieves

It reaches early ends

I hurt too

like all of us

I have too

immense pain

What heals the invisible wounds

is not time

But, love and acceptance

of life as it is….

p.s. copied from the net