grateful ^_^

when u want something and finally get it...happy but when it doesn't turn out the way u expect...hai...disappointing right...
well...as long as i'm hv wat i need...i think tt should be more than enough ba...
i wanna thank God for putting him un my life...i dunno whether God's using him to bring me back to Him but i'm grateful tt he's my encouragement to go to God..to seek after Him first...
i hope He'll be the centre of our relationship...blessing every step we take...

solve ur own problems la..........

how to be a good influence when u're just being who u are?
why is it so hard to just hv a fren but not influence her?
must parents always come between their children's problems?
does any of their kids problems hv to do with them?
why can't they let them solve their own problems?
isn't it better for the kid to learn how to go through their own problems by themselves?
i didn't expect this thing to bother me but why does it?
why is it so disturbing?
yes i know i've been given the gift to influence ppl but i didn't mean to influence them in a bad way...
wat am i suppose to do now?
losing frens
dun find my place at home
dun seem to wanna exist in church
wat is it?
why is it tis way?

to those tt read my blog

thank u all for all those encouraging words...sometimes i just type whatever i feel without thinking...tt's why it's a good thing ti hv frens...another thing about frens is they keep things in hush hush mode...i appreciatte everyone tt has just read it and somehow forget it...i hope to hear more from everyone...it's a great thing to be encouraged...sorry if i dun leave any comments on ur blogs...not really good with this blogging thingy...

God bless...take care ^_^

love is in the air :p

wat do parents really wan?

how good is good enogh?

honestly...i dun feel accapted at home..even in church...just feel so distant...



at least i found something good..someone tt could give me tt acceptance i'm looking for..though it is a little sudden but i'm glad ^0^

nothing beats the feeling of being loved..nothing can replace the feeling of being loved..hopefully tis will be my last and final one..no more heart breaks..no more break ups..hopefully..just hopefully..i like the feeling of being missed and missing someone tt i love..having someone to care for me and dote me..it's just so sweet...hehe :p i hope he can change my perspective of life...from being so negative to being the person tt love life again...wah..miss him already..hehe...

thinking...

another new week...time flies leh..haha...still wondering wat's the difference between genuine friendship and love...how do couples actually maintain their relationships...wat to do after i leave home..wat kind of life i'd hv...

i'm reading a book about a girl tt had a kid with her bf but her bf left her cause he thought she betrayed him...tt girl has a life with her kid though it's hard but she still feels blessed..thought of having a life like hers with no husband but only a life with my kid..i can spend all my attention on raising, loving and caring for my kid and not needing to bother about my husband..being able to skip having the worry about my husband betraying me or not..u may say tt my kid won't hv a father's love but i sort of grown up without it so i dun think my kid can't live without it too...i know it sounds weird..but it's a nice challenge..

well...life's hard with so many things..why ah.......

Yeah...GIRL POWER!!

Started our first prayer session...didn't expect to receive anything...honestly...i almost fell asleep...hehe...God is gracious sia...He gave me a vision...yeah...a beautiful one too...

wodering..........

me no frequent blogger...have lots to say but dunno how to put it in words...really curious to know how others can say so much on their blogs...hmm..........