never expected getting a blog done can be so tiring..

life's so different after the holidays...i reaise that i change to things very easily...i can just shut down to anyone or anything just like taht...sad sia...

losing frens are not fun at all..that closeness that's there can just be irritated by a small problem gone big...how to get it back???

i rely a lot on what ppl think of me cause to me..ppl out there are my mirror...they react to who i am or wat i am...